I'm a little Sad!!!

I'm really kinda sad, and just want to meet the man God has for me!!! I feel like it is SO wrong of me to be so impatient, and it's all I pray about lately. I just wish that I could be a kid again, and wish that I believed my mom when she said that "life as an adult is not easy!" Boy was she right!! I had an okay day at work, it was just long, also the Twins lost, and Joe Mauer didn't have a good game, so that kinda sucked, and the fact that Scott rubbed it into my face, grrr!!! Also I went out with friends after work, but my friend took her boyfriend, and it reminded me of what I don't have. Don't get me wrong, I am so happy for her and her relationship, but I want a boy to spoil me, love me, and shower me with gifts. I want to just feel so happy when I see him, or know that the next time I see him will be wonderful. And most importantly that we can grow spiritually together, and feel like it is us against the world, and not feel like I am the only Christian in my area! Where is that Christian man?!?! Thanks for letting me vent, I should be in better spirits tomorrow, because I don't have to work, now that is something exciting!!! I think I am just going to chill tomorrow, maybe read out in the sun, watch the Twins. Then I work saturday- which isn't so bad, Saturdays are more relaxed at PCI, and then on Sunday I have church early, and am going to a co-workers soccer game!! He promised to show off for all of us too, so that will be fun!! I love you all! Love in him, Kristin