Tragedy of Historic Proportions!

i cannot believe this! The bridge on 35W in the cities collapsed tonight. It always seems when I hear about horrible things, like Sept 11th, I don't believe it, until I see on TV, which is so scary!! The most horrible thing though, is that I HAD A HORRIBLE DAY AT WORK! I feel awful for saying this because it seems so petty compared to everything else that has happened today. I am going to tell you about it, however: I feel that sometimes my managers take advantage of me. My new hires are not doing so well, I was left alone to take care of everything while the managers were in a meeting (even though I am not a manager!) my new hires are panicking and I can't help them because I need to help everyone else! When the managers came back, I went on break and literally cried for 10 minutes in the bathroom. I feel so lonely, and i need prayers right now, as do the victims of the bridge accident. Maybe this is selfish of me, but since it is my blog, I am going to let loose with things going on with me. I just am not sure about my future at my job, at least when I got home I found out my sister and my dad's relatives in the cities are all counted for. I think when I heard about the accident the first thing I thought of was my sister, and she is safe, so PRAISE THE LORD!!! I couldn't imagine anything worse happening at work, until I thought of maybe losing my wonderful sister. I LOVE YOU JACKIE!! I think everyone should be praying for all the victims. I was talking to my dad tonight, and he didn't have a good day at work either, so it helps to talk with him because we both feel that complaining about work is not what the focus should be because of what is going on in the cities. I need to go to bed. I love you all! Tomorrow I am excited because I am getting together with a girl named Suzie from my church, and she knows about a group of Christians that gets together at SCSU during the school year, so I am excited that we can do that together soon. PLEASE PRAY! I did love the story of the school bus with the kids during the bridge accident, and that they were all safe, so I thought that was so wonderful! In his holy name!!